The Sad Passing of Fort Scott By Mary McDonald Cincinnati Enquirer - 4/8/89 When my children were growing up, it was about this time of year that I would be registering them for Fort Scott Camps. They went every year, as a gift from my eldest son's godmother. Now the camps, run for 66 years by the Archdiocese of Cincinnati, are closing "for the foreseeable future." Fear of contamination from the nearby Fernald uranium-processing plant is the reason, the archdiocese says. Parents have been reluctant to send children to the camp, as I would be today, and registrations have dropped. Groups that sometimes rented the camps' facilities were hesitant. The archdiocese itself was concerned. Always worries What a pity. It was a wonderful place for children to spend two safe weeks of their summers, free of the city. I worried anyway, unnecessarily as I knew at the time. But what's a mother for? It's that silver cord. It stretches, but never breaks. I remember, when we took my eldest son to camp for' the first time, I was worried that he would be homesick. I worded my letters carefully: "We love and miss you, but we are happy you having such fun." It was an obvious sort of psychology, but I wanted to reassure him that he was valuable to us and yet not give him an opening to come home on the pretense that Mom was unhappy without him. I needn't have worried. When the day came to pick up Mark, I thought he would be hopping from foot to foot, eagerly waiting to see my husband and me. Instead, we had to search the camp to find him. He was busy helping his counselor do some chores. Volunteer work was not his forte at home, but the counselor had become his summer hero. It was a little different with my daughter when we picked her up after her first stay. I had left a little girl of 7, with strawberry-blonde hair, Irish-white skin and a faint sprinkle of freckles across her nose. I noticed no such child when I walked into room where the little girls waited. I tried not to panic as I watched child after child swooped up by her mother. I remembered wandering Mark. Finally, I asked, as casually as I could, "Where is Melinda?" The counselor at the desk pointed across the room. "Right over there." - I had walked right by the little girl who had seemed inches taller than -my Melinda. A deep tan had absorbed her freckles. And her hair - the sun had stolen the strawberry and left it a bright blond. She stared at me reproachfully. I don't think 1. have ever felt so guilty. Not to recognize my own child. Unforgivable. Later she told me that she had wondered briefly, terribly, whether I had decided to leave her there and was checking her in again. She loved the place, but enough was enough. That wasn't the only moment of panic I felt. The first thing all of the children did, once the physicals were over, was head for the swimming pools. I would watch them for a time, glad that they had learned how to swim at camp. Then came the day when I watched a little blond boy clamber up the ladder to the highest diving board. I don't know now high, just too high for my taste. That looks like Jonathan (Son No. 3), I thought. !t was Jonathan. With a wave and a shout tie plunged, and so did my heart. A born water baby, he survived. I almost didn't. But I knew they were in safe hands. I also knew that Michael (Son No. 2) would probably come home with a case of poison ivy, carefully treated by the camp physician, and more mosquito bites than freckles. Yet, to this day, he loves the outdoors, cruel as it is to his fair skin. For better or worse, it's his Fort Scott legacy. Jamie (Son No. 4), still proud of the year he was named "camper of the period," looks back with awe on the time actress Loretta Young visited the camp. She kissed him when he gave her a wooden candlestick he had carved. He wasn't quite sure who she was, but she was pretty and glamorous, and that was enough for a 12-year- old boy. Whenever Fort Scott comes up, the children reminisce with laughter. The senior dances, those painful encounters, where the "older" boys and girls were supposed to practice social graces. The wild nights of the "markers," when counselors would steal into each others' cabins and scrawl on sleeping campers, "The Blue Marker Strikes Again!" The tennis. The horseback riding. The swimming. The nature studies. Those were good days, wonderful in retrospect until now. Now, almost 25 years since we took our first child to camp, I wonder if there will be a belated price for that happiness. The company that operates the federally-owned plant has assured the archdiocese that "routine sampling and monitoring of air, water and soil near the camp has consistently shown there is no public-health concern." I hope that's true. I want it to be true. Too many lies But there have been so many lies and cover-ups for so many years. The U.S. Department of Energy did more than jeopardize fives and jobs when it refused to provide the resources to control pollution from the plant over decades. It destroyed peace of mind. The seed of doubt - the nagging worry planted at the back of the mind, the what-ifs is its legacy. Like the workers and other neighbors the plant, Fort Scott is a victim of its of negligence. Once a happy playground for thousands of children, the camp's wooded 204 acres will be deserted, both past and future blighted by doubt. The spill from polluted governmental thinking reaches far beyond Fernald. It reaches into memories that once were carefree. Mary McDonald is assistant editor of The Enquirer's editorial page.